About dating....and why the heck it's so difficult

So

I've been trying this dating thing.....and Eish......she's broken det whan

OMW !

Why the hell is it so freakingly insanely flipping difficult 

Huh ? Why ?

Am I ugly ? Boring ? Do I look in the wrong place or should I just stop looking all at once and hope HE will fall into my lap (figuratively meant.....well I won't mind literally :-)

Any advice, anyone PLEEEZE !!!!!!!

Marphy is desperate.

 

still contemplating

Seems as if I am still in the mood of last week.
Still thinking deep about the meaning of life - and whether it has any (yes, that is how bad it is) - This is just how I feel at the moment.  I think about happiness all the time.  Wikipedia says : 

Happiness is a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy. A variety of biological, psychological, religious, and philosophical approaches have striven to define happiness and identify its sources.
Well I ain't feeling any

Maybe I just need to take a break......thing is I can't.  There is no time to sit back and think about the direction I am heading in.  I've worked so hard to get where I am, I am already busy with my third degree and yet I am not sure if this is what I want to do anymore and if this makes me happy.  I mean, I spend so much time at work, isn't it supposed to be something that makes you happy ? I feel so bad for feeling the way I do.  There are so many people out there with no job, no income or even no roof to cover their heads, and here I am complaining...AAAARRRRGGG !!

I don't want to be alone anymore, but yet it seems so difficult to find someone....I've been on a date, and it is super difficult to try and figure out whether this guy is actually serious or not.  I am so frustrated about this.

And the worst of it all is that I feel BAD for feeling BAD, go figure 

What a wee(a)k

Hello all

Hope everyone had a good week and weekend.
This past week has been a hectic one, had so much to do, but the weekend was just in time.  Except for the week being a hectic one, it was also a bit of a strange one for me.

I thought a lot.......... 

About the meaning of life

Of whether I am on the right track

Of whether I am making and made the right choices

What if I had done things differently ?

What if I could go back and change things ?

Eish.....

It wasn't too nice neh.

But life goes on

As for the date....Mmmmmm, I don't know what is this boy's story.  Luckily there is many hot lonely fish in the sea.

Have a good week everyone :-)

Date Nite

Sooooooooooooooo

The Date took place last night

And uhm........(clear throat).......

Well, lets see:

1.  Personality - check

2.  Intelligence - check

3.  Maturity - check

4.  Keep a decent conversation - check

5.  Self confidence - check
6.  Looks - Okay-ish 

(OMW and you should see the job title and car.....)

It went really very well, we chatted the night away, sipping Frangelico and Kahlua talking about almost everything. I was really impressed with this guy, the only problem is that I don't think he was as impressed with me.  We have a lot in common though :-)

So what to do next ?

:-) < The look on my face because it's weekend

About a boy

Hi all

Remember that I said that I was going on a date on Friday night ? Well, it got canceled......to tonight

Eeeeeeeeekkkkkk !!!! Ja, I know, it gives me a day less to prepare and now the butterflies are having a ball in my stomach.

To be honest, I am expecting quite a lot from this date.....It's been a while 

And now my little head is overloaded with all the questions....

What if he turns out to be a serial killer ?

Maybe he's got the laugh of a hyena ?

What if he pitches up in a leather suit ?

Suppose I will find out tonight just after 7

Have a good day all

P

Whoop whoop

So......I've been inspired by a fellow blogger to make a posting today


Nothing too serious....except for the fact that....(drum roll)

I AM GOING ON A DATE ON FRIDAY !!!!

Can i get a whoop whoop !!!!!